The Healing Vibration of Gold Energy

by Jennifer Baltz

Gold is a vibration that I often use in energy work and for personal spiritual healing. If you've worked with me, I may have showed you a meditation tool called a "golden sun."

Gold energy is the dynamic vibration of forgiveness (also known as Christforce energy.) It is this quality of forgiveness that makes it such a powerful healing force. Much of the emotional pain we carry in our lives comes because we have never let go of old emotional wounds--either created by another person or self-inflicted. When you cannot forgive yourself or another person for a long time after the original offense, you stay in "victim mode," and you continue to carry the old destructive energy.

When you cannot release old hurts (large or small), it is destructive to your own well-being. By carrying a grudge, you disempower yourself. How? First, you are still connected to that other person, and a portion of your energy goes towards keeping the bad feelings alive. You have less power to create your life. Second, by keeping the thoughts and pictures that you have been "done to," you might continue to draw in more bad experiences that validate those negative thoughts. You get stuck in a rut, so to speak. And finally, there is a continuation of bad karma between you-which means you might meet that person again in another life so you can work things out! If you are still holding onto guilt from a wrong you inflicted on yourself or another, the same three results apply. If you let the negative feelings go and move forward, you will experience tremendous growth, change and a lot more fun.

In Conversations with God, Book One, it is noted that suffering is caused not by events that happen to us, but rather by how we respond to them. Events happen in the world-sometimes you can control them, other times you cannot. But how you respond to the event determines how you feel about it, and it also has a strong impact on the outcome. If you continue to carry the pain around with you, you will always be affected by it--it will create continued suffering in your space. If you let it go, and replace it with the vibration of forgiveness, you can forge a new path in your life and in your relationships.

So forgiveness is essential to spiritual harmony and mental and physical well-being. True forgiveness is letting go of the internal emotional pain you carry around and living in the present moment. That means letting go of the emotionally charged energy pictures in your aura and chakras (cleaning out your space) and replacing them with your own higher energy.

Gold energy acts like "spiritual WD-40" in your space--decharging the resistance you have to those negative pictures in your space, and helping you release them. Then, it"resets" your energy in harmony and balance.

Notice if a particular situation comes to mind where you still may blame another person or even yourself for something that occurred. If you can't think of one, you might want to ask yourself this-is there a person in the world that you could not meet eye to eye and say hello to in complete neutrality and warmth? If so, then you are not "clear" with that person--you are still carrying negative energy around with you.

Another way to look at it is to notice whether you feel uncomfortable around a particular person in your life. Do you go into resistance around that person? Why? Do you feel invalidated by him or her? Used? Neglected? Punished? Not seen?

If you notice negative feelings come up about yourself or another person, take some time to ask yourself questions about those feelings.

First: stop, sit down, and take a deep breath. Plant your feet flat on the floor, and close your eyes. Breathe, and then imagine creating a huge ball of gold forgiveness energy over your head. See it coming down through the top of your head, into your body, and shining all the way down through your toes, out through your skin and into your aura. Now, ask yourself : What is it that you want or need from this person that you are not getting? Is it love, acceptance, forgiveness, compassion, respect, support or something else? Decide to give that energy to yourself right now. Imagine another golden sun of your energy over your head, and fill it with what you need-if you are needing more love in your life, bring in love. If you are needing forgiveness, bring in forgiveness, and so on. Bring that golden sun down into your space once again and allow it to shine through, replacing the pain with this new energy.

Notice how you feel towards that person now. Do you feel lighter? More whole? More complete with your feelings? Is it easier to be around him or her? Is he or she less able to "push your buttons?"

Remember that energy work is not like fast food. Forgiveness often has to be worked in layers-each time you do this step of consciously bringing forgiveness energy into your space, you clear more emotional pain. To achieve consistent results, you need to keep at it! Experts say that it takes 21 days of consistent attention to break a habit-and that goes for the habit of holding on to an old wrong or pain in your space, too. So be patient, work on this whenever it comes up for you, and enjoy your progress.

Working with gold energy has helped me to see that a difficult relationship can actually be a gift in disguise. The more you can forgive that person, the more you will see that he or she can actually help your spiritual growth. Think about it: if you can forgive your mother or father or brother or ex-husband for an old wrong, then you will be much less likely to project those negative feelings into your next relationship. And you increase the happiness in your life a hundredfold.

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